Trust, and now the lack thereof

they hurt me again, my "best" friends. they hurt me a lot. i think they don't even notice.

we were supposed to hangout tonight. well, they did, and i didn't. this is the second time that they've conveniently "forgotten" me.


i can't blame them. i'm desperate for their love and attention. all i want is for someone to love me, and they say they do. but if you love someone, do you forget about them. i don't know. i don't trust them as much anymore. and i find that incredibly sad.

so enough of my moping, today's list. theres 10 since i didnt do a post yesterday.


1. All of the homeless poeple stuck in the cold, -50 windchill! WTF?
2. My C key. it's all stuck and whatnot.
3. People who live without food.
4. People who are alone. I hate it, i bet they do too.
5. People who betray their friends. God bless them, everyone. (idr the scripture, but to heap burning oals on the heads of those that hurt you, ask God to bless them. perfet revenge)
6. My friend Cameron finished the rough draft of his novel, he needs an agent =] same as me.
7. All of my friends. i love them so much.
8. Our world leaders, that the make the right decisions for our world.
9. The planet itself, we're killing it people.
10. Last but definitely not least, Candy. The girl and her situation worries me.